So, I’ve been having a rough few days. I’ve been avoiding thinking about what’s wrong and trying to numb out. I refused to talk to any of my friends or boyfriend and just knew that if I didn’t do something productive soon that I would blow a gasket at an inopportune time.
This evening I didn’t overeat to mask my feelings. I didn’t drink a bottle of wine to cover up anything. Instead of wrote. I wrote a LONG long post about what has been going on and what I am having trouble with. I will be re-reading/editing that version and will be giving you snippets of things soon.
Hope everyone is having a good night.