I can’t control myself…..

Listening to my iPod and “Animal I Have Become” by Three Days Grace comes on.  I hear this:

I can’t escape this hell
So many times I’ve tried
But I’m still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can’t control myself

I can relate….I feel trapt inside myself.  I try to escape, but I can’t control myself.

THEN

“Maybe” by Sick Puppies comes on next and I hear this:

Maybe it’s time to change
And leave it all behind
I’ve never been one to walk alone
I’ve always been scared to try
So why does it feel so wrong
To reach for something more
To wanna live a better life
What am I waiting for?
‘Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it’s time to change

That hits home for me too then, just because I feel trapt and have tried in the past doesn’t mean I can’t change.  I already decided that it’s time to change.  I’ve come so far already, I just need to continue pushing forward and making changes for the better FOR ME.

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