Today I achieved a 60-pound loss on the SlimGenics plan! That is awesome.
You’d think I’d have nothing but great positive things to say at this moment, but I don’t. I’m diminishing the fact that it’s a big deal. I keep putting myself down and not letting myself celebrate this amazing victory. I’ve lost a total of 80 pounds today (20 pre-SG, and 60 on SG). Ummm hello anyone who told me that they did that I would be ecstatic for them and so impressed, but me, meh it’s not really that great. WTF is wrong with my brain? Why can’t I be proud and happy for myself.
I’m sorry for the downer post, it was supposed to be positive and encouraging telling everyone that if I can lose the weight that anyone can, but this just shows that it can be done and yet there still will/may be struggles. You know what though? I’m not stopping. 5 pounds to go and then I will begin balance. I’m not giving up yet and I will continue to fight the good fight, it is worth it. I AM WORTH IT (not that I can always confidently say that, but I’d like to be able to – maybe someday).
So everyone, please celebrate for me. Know that it can be done and that it does feel awesome, I’m just in a lull right now, but I’ll get up soon.
Thanks for reading!
New pictures to come soon 🙂