Am I blind? Do I want to sabotage myself? Why can’t I see it? When will this mental block be lifted?
I know the facts.
I know I’ve lost 42 pounds and 21.5″ (between Chest, Waist, Hips, Thigh, and Arm).
I know I can now wear a size 12 in pants.
I know I can lose weight now, but I just don’t see a change in myself in pictures or in the mirror. Occasionally I think I look OK in certain outfits, but usually I still see the same old me – the fat me. I don’t get it, why can’t I see the change……. I’ll keep working on this mental block and try to accept and love myself for who I am!